The Right Direction

I have to say, a lot can happen in a short amount of time.

The biggest thing that was holding me back from going back to church, and to returning to what I knew to be true was my tarnished armour man, from here on out referred to as TAM. Well, during the holidays, TAM and I had some ups and some downs.

New Years eve is what did it. TAM got drunk, and got a little physical with me. Something that he's never done before, but, I told him on our very first date, that the minute a man touched me in a violent way, would be the last.

I left that night.

I won't lie to you. I'm extremely sad. I love him. I will always love him. But I can't be with someone I don't trust.

These past two years have been very tumultuous ones indeed. A lot has gone on. Not all bad, not all good.

But, considering this split happened on New Year's Eve/Day, I have dubbed 2010 "My Year"

This is my year!

I'm going to do what I can on my return home to my loving Heavenly Father.