Me

Last week, I had calling extended to me, and I realized it's not time for me to do such a thing yet. I need time. I need healing.

I thought of Enos, my favorite book from the Book of Mormon, and not because of the length, but because of the message.

I loved it in my better times, and I love it even more now. In verse 4, Enos cried for his own soul first, and after Enos fully forgave himself , then did he cry for his bretheren.

I need to worry about myself and my spirituality before I can worry about others. I need to be strong enough to stand on my own, without feeling like I have to constantly reach out to my bishopric for help. My welfare is just as important, and that's okay.